It is with absolute shock and shattered hearts that we share this update. Sophie’s scans showed that her Lymphoma has returned and has spread. It’s in her spinal fluid, bone marrow, all in her chest, and there’s now tumor invading her heart muscles. It very obviously does not respond to chemo and it’s too aggressive for her little body. It would’ve almost certainly come back had we done transplant a month ago so we made the right call not putting her through that.
We have no idea how long she has-it could be days, a week, a few weeks…we have no way to know. We do know that she’s currently stable and comfortable and that’s what matters. We will not be putting anymore poison in her body to make her feel worse and suffer. Chemo is no longer an option and we just can’t keep making her feel like crap for no reason. We want what time she has left to be comfortable and surrounded by love even if that means her time is a bit shorter. She has been so brave and strong but this is her body telling us that she can’t do it anymore. We are getting our complete healing, just not in the way that we wanted here on earth.
Please know that we cherish each of you and are so incredibly humbled by your love over the last 7 months. We do ask that everyone please respect our decisions and our need to be a family for what little time we have left together.
Please keep praying for our miracle.
God is still good and He’s still Bigger.